Now I know what its like to have your heart truly hurt...
I know I started all this bullshit but come on! I was honest with my feelings at every moment and never left her hanging...
She has me in a giant mind fuck and i can't go out until I spiral out of control...
Shes probably planning this...to fuck me over like she thinks I did...I mean I was wrong and messed this up but I was honest and stressed!
Have finals, graduation, a controlling emotionally abusing ex boyfiend constantly at your throat, your values and sexuality changing and trying to be comfortable with it, all while your parents are bashing on your life...You would have crazy emotions and do irrational things!
And after all that...I still wanna give us a chance....
UGGGGHHHHH
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