So these past few weeks have been a whirl wind for me. So much has happened, my sister and Kevin broke up and she called me sobbing it was terrible I was so far away and couldn't help :( Luckily I talked to my friend who lives nearby and she was able to get there for me and help Amanda. I am very glad she is no longer hurting because I don't want anyone to hurt her!
So with my going and meeting new people I have met several more people, one I met at starbucks and she was super nice. We hung out several times and I was excited to have her as a friend...she just got a job at the thinking cup and I was hoping for some discounted drinks. so anyway we went out for burritos that evening and kelli and her gf were coming over because later we were going to a traffic light party so we had to pregame. Kelli's gf and this girl, lilly, knew each other because apperently she lived with kelli's gf's ex. So they talked and we invited lilly to the party and she decided why not. I let her borrow a shirt and earrings and we had a few drinks. I was pretty tipsy when we left so and were meeting Kelli's gf there because she wanted to change. So i don't remember too much of what happened at this party, I apperently gave Kelli a black eye and made out on a couch in front of one of the girls I have been seeing with Lilly. So Kelli's gf drove Lilly and I back to my apt. where we were making out the in her backseat...and anyway long story short Lilly and I had a lot of fun. She ended up getting sick and leaving though so in the morning I was like in shock about everything and didn't remember a lot. I did not however get sick. So Kelli's gf filled me in on the basics and then I needed to talk to Lilly. So i guess she didn't know how drunk i was when we were making out and she made a point of saying she didn't want a relationship and I said i just wanted to have fun (which i have no recollection of) so she kind of freaked out that i don't know my limits and was like i don't know if i can be friends with you ... so i may have lost her as a friend which really sucks cause I really liked hanging out with her. Maybe after a few weeks she'll be down for some fro yo again...
So I have also met a few other people one girl seemed super cool and fun and we hung out went to the improv asylum and I even went to salsa dancing with her... which i NEVER would have done... like ever... so I freaked out and was terrible and ended up leaving early but she was not to upset about it and understood my anxiety so I am thankful. She did however freak out a little when she found out I was still friends with my ex and was weirded out and i thought she was done with me, but i guess she got over it and started talking to me again and asked when we can hang out. so yeah. I also hung out with another girl who is so cool, but I can't figure out how she feels about me and everything...we talked like non stop and went for a nice walk... i feel like i need to spend more time with her to see how she feels about me. but I am definitely doing what i have been wanting to do with meeting new people and branching out and trying new things.
I can not wait to move into our apt. in September!!! Kelli and I are going to have so much fun!!! I am coming back from Maine, where I am currently on vacation, Tuesday and spending my last two days at work at starbucks before I officially don't work there anymore :) WOOT!!! I am totally ok with that because I am going to get more hours at the gym and more responsiblitiy :) YAY!!!
I am totally nervous to start school again, but with my part time status I feel like I can be more confident and excel this year. I have too! I want too! so that's all for now
Peace and love
-Mel
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