So these past two weeks have been amazing!! I met an amazing girl who went to the same college as me and knows my best friends!! Our first date was Tuesday June 19th and it was the best first date I have ever been on. Then I can to Boston last Thursday and stayed with her and we went to the beach , bought fireworks, went to castle island, saw rainbows, fireworks, and even lightning. I'm the happiest I have ever been when im with her and it feels great! I'm going to camp for a month though and I won't be able to see her that much which is kinda awful... But i like her soo much! I wish she would ask me to be her girlfriend and make it official... I think she's scared of that because I'm going away soon... But I wanna be with her! I feel so close to her and comfortable already which is scary but when I'm with her I feel like I can't get close enough.... I can be myself around he r and not be scared that I'll get yelled at or have to explain my every action... I was going to ask her to be my girlfriend last night but I chickened out... I'm afraid of being rejected...
I'm also really upset for Mel... She isn't herself lately because she's on a break with her girlfriend to figure out her life but she still doesn't know what to do... I've been in her shoes before and it sucks but sometimes you have to do these things now before it becomes a problem in the future. You also can't change a person... They have to want to change... I really hope she figure it out because she's my friend and I hate seeing her miserable... I want happy Mel again!!
I also miss my best friend... I haven't seen Amanda in forever and she's the only person I can go crazy with!!! I'm having withdrawals!! Amanda!!!!
-Kelli
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