So Update on my life lately. I have tried three times to break up with my girlfriend and it is not really working :(. I had promised her that I would go to new jersey to see her family this weekend so that is what I am doing right now :P I tried many times to get out of it but she spent Over $200 on my tickets so I feel bad :( I didn't leave with her yesterday though instead I asked if I could leave today so I would be with her less. It's just hard cause I feel so guilty all the time :( I talked with my therapist and she says that of course I will Nd its also me being angry coming out as guilt.
So I have been trying to go out and meet new people And luckily I have been successful for the most part. I have been on several dates :) a few were successful others not so much. I met one girl at Starbucks when I was working, she came in once while I was working/ giving away samples are we were talking and I was goin to meet up with her after I got out of work but ended up missing her. She mentioned that she would come in and find out when I'm working lol so I was like yay! Then she came in again on Saturday And I got her number!! I was so excited and super glad my supervisor didn't get mad at me in fact I got huge fives all around (joys or working with all guys). So I went out with her Wednesday night and thought she was going to bail on me because she was first complaining about the weather, than pushed the time back... But she came and she suggested a movie so we went to the movie thearter, but had to wait like 45 mins cause it wasn't playing till later so we went to longhorne and got drinks And talked then saw the movie. It was super good and we decided we were def going to see each other again and this time do dinner too. Now I have to play the waiting game to hear from her... Blah
So the other night I was hanging out with my friend Rebecca whom I hadn't seen for a while and we went out for sushi. We then decided to get gelato then we were walking around. Sometime we decided that we needed to go to a bar so rebecca was wearing workout shorts do we walked back to her apt on beacon hill for her to change. We went to a place near her apt and the left. There was this club called gypsy And we somehow got in without paying a cover charge and without waiting in line... So we were already nice and tipsy and this club was insane... Like super big and super nice!! Anyway I ended up dancing with this girl from MIT who graduated and is now a rocket scientist... Crazy!! Needless to say we had fun... Rebecca and I left around 2am and I got this girls number :P so Sunday i was with another friend going to Sowa a Market in the south end And ended up making plans with the MIT chick for after. My friend stayed with me till we met up to make sure this person was legit since I was not sober at the time. And she was we went to a bakery/cafe place and then walked aroundz. She was also nice.
So that's what I have been up to :) Monday I'm having an sbux party with all three of my female co workers and we're having kahlua!! :) that's all for now
-Me
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