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I hate him I hate him sooo much!! I try being nice ex boyfriend but all i wanna do is scream....he makes me sooo mad and suffocates me.... then my parents are always wanting my to hang out with him and they invite him over....I am juts trying to be friendly until after my grad party since my mom already him and family (of course she would) I am sooo not happy with life right now....i dont have anyone to talk about any of this because no one would understand.  Then on top of it all my dad has a mass in his back that could be cancerous and all these tests have to be done.... so everytime i go to my mom with my ex boyfriend and life problems she gets mad at me and starts yelling...i wish I had a sibling or a friend that lived closer.  I am afraid to say or ask anything around her...she so fucking frustrating!!!! She should go marry my ex boyfriend if she loves him so much because he kills me and makes me want to run away.... he is even going out on dates with another girl and I dont even care... then on top of all of this I have to study for the NCLEX and its so hard to when all this stressful stuff is going on..... I just need someone to talk to!!! ..................... life sucks

-Kelli