Okay so this entry is going to be a lot of complaining...sorry about that. So anyway since I last wrote I have gotten another email had several hour to two hour long phone calls with Jason. He is even more upset then ever because samantha wants nothing to do with him. So I mean I am ecstatic because he is not going to run off to virgina just to be with a girl. He on the other hand is devistated. They like text all the time. Even after she told him that she wasnt interested in him she was still texting him as if nothing ever happened. So he told her basically to stop talking to him because it hurt too much.
Anyway the phone calls I have been getting are him being super upset because he can't be with her. He was constantly complaining about being lonely, and I am sorry but come on! your talking to me right now. I am your friend, obviously you are not alone!! and ugh I am single to and it fucking sucks. especially when the person you like is the one whining about being single. The whole thing is entirely messed up. I know for my sake i should not have answered his call but I feel like thats what friends do. And since I can't be with him, I can at least be there for him. I'd rather be a close friend over nothing.
Thats the depressing end to my weekend. Luckily Friday was more fun, even though it didnt start out as such. So I went up very early friday so Kelli and I could spend the whole day together. I had to do some serious studying because I had an exam on Saturday, but we had some fun too. You saw from her entry we went and got fro yo which was delicious, but ended up bringing up a lot of bad feelings... She wrote her entry after that, we had already taken one shot and I was still studying lol. Anyway in my attempt to cheer her up after everything I managed to convince her to go out to a bar and I would buy her a drink. (by that point we had one shot, a glass of wine, a nib of raspberry smirnoff mixed with lemonade, and kelli had a few chugs of coconut rum...).
So we went to a bar that happens to be right next to fenway park, and being opening day the place was pretty busy. But busy just means more fun :) So within about five min of walking in the door we were just looking for a place to sit down and these two guys, mustve been in their thirties, came up to us, well actually one of the came up the other was holding back. They started talking to us and kelli and i were trying to be polite and they were like "well once you find a seat we will buy you a drink..." so they left us alone after that. Then we found a seat!! (two actually) So then kelli started talking to these two guys next to her, I couldn't hear a word they were saying because it was so loud and i was on the other side. but I guess one of them worked at the house of blues and was going to get us into a concert for free...except i said i didn't like kid rock...whoops. Then we made friends with the bartender, nick. He gave us each two free drinks!! And then this group of guys came up and started firing questions at us. One of them was trying to take a picture of this guy who was cheating on his girl friend and the first thing he did was pinch my cheek...so he was a little weird. but they bought us each another free drink and at the end of the night (well the end of my night) the guy who pinched my cheek spent about 20 min telling me how awesome I was... it was a little weird. but yeah...that happened and i ended up kissing both kelli and a different guy, who was probably the cutest out of the whole group. Anyway it was a fun night!
-Amanda
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