So I have had an emotional roller coster past few days. My weekend was for the most part awesome. Friday Kelli, Mel and I went out to a bar, then Kelli and I went to Landsdowne and danced. I saved Kelli from some creepy guy who tried to kiss us both, made friends with a few yankees fans and had some fun. Saturday I had my class, I got an 80 on my exam, which isn't fantastic but I am just thankful I passed. Then I met Kelli at the T station and we went to harvard square to get our tattoos!! Mel came a little later and was going to get it with us but then had to leave because we had to wait so long. But no worries she has an appointment friday that we are all going to so we can get matching ones :)
The tattoo turned out great! Jason also came after work to wait with us. I was kinda surprised he stayed the whole time, but glad he did, because even though he wouldn't admit it he does consider me a friend. It has been getting so frustrating with him lately though! Kelli got it sooo right! He spends hours complaining to me about his life, about how he gave up on love, about how his best friend doesnt have time for him. All I want to do is yell at him "If they are too busy for you, then obviously they are not your best friend! and what the fuck do you think I am?!?! you have called me up and spoke to me about everything and I have stopped everything to listen to you!!" but he is too wrapped up in feeling sorry for himself. The next time he says something like that I am going to give him a piece of my mind! I would at least like him to acknowledge the fact that I am a good friend!!
So saturday after the tattoo I went straight to the Mohegan Sun and saw Augustana for free at the wolf den with my friend Alison. I also invited a guy, Kevin, who had been asking me out for a while. I told Alison that Kevin came into starbucks a lot, thats what I plan on telling everyone, except for Kelli and Mel. I actually met him online. But I am too embarrassed to admit it. He is actually super nice!! he bought both me and Alison a drink. Then Alison left and we had dinner. Its really nice to know that there are guys out there who are actually nice and caring and they are not all like Jason. I hope to see him again!
So far that was two good things and one bad, and today at work and it will be two good and two bad. So my little friend had a horrible day at school today! and nothing could help him because he is so stubborn and wont let anyone help him, and he for some reason wants to be miserable. So basically today I spent about two to three hours walking around outside with him as he: ran around the building, pulled a tree out of the ground, attempted to throw the tree at the building, threw rocks at the school, yelled, ran away to the town hall, smacked his head against a window for about five minutes and played in the mud. Then once inside the school he went into the principal's office, went through his desk, tried to call everyone whos number he knew, hid in a closet, stole a box of staples and stuck them in boxes and balls, and other random things. None of this is totally unheard of in our school but what was the problem is that usually he will cool down and sleep or find something to at least help him get through the end of the day. But today nothing would help him. He chose to be miserable and dismissed everything else. He wouldnt even wander the halls bouncing a ball against the walls, which is usually what he resorts to at the end of the day.
So anyway hopefully tomorrow will be better! I don't think I can handle another day like this. It was so sad.
-Amanda
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