So I have no idea what it is, whether the weather or my mood, but I have been obsessed with country music lately. The only stations on Pandora I have been listening to are Zac Brown Band, Brad Paisley, and Jason Aldean and if I am not listening to country then its Th Fray or Usher Radio. I am finally truly happy... I feel like a cheese ball every time I am around my girlfriend and I have amazing friends :) The only thing is I would like to eventually be friends with Mike, because if you erase all of the bad things he did, and lets face it no ones perfect, hes a nice guy. I never thought he didn't care about me, he was just suffocating at times and cared about me wayyyy to much. And thats not necessarily a bad thing, but it is when you are 45 minutes away from each other for 4 years, hes gets crazy hahaha but we will see, I am giving it space now :)
So on Saturday Amanda, Melissa, and I went to get our tattoos!! Mel wasn't able to go because we waited 3 hours and then she had a prior commitment that she couldn't miss, but shes getting hers friday :) It was such an anxiety full process, between getting the guts to just go do it, then waiting around for 3 hours, then sitting in the room as he set everything up :) The actual process didn't really hurt, it felt like a scratching, but not like shots at the doctors. Amanda and mel will both have the word imagine and I was originally going to get Believe in Yourself but I changed it to simple and sweet; Believe :) I love it!! Its in an awesome spot that I can easily hide :) The pictures of me and amandas will follow after this.
I am getting really mad at Jason.... The guy amanda has been mentioning. He always calls her with his problems and never takes time to ask her about her life. he is going to lose her as a friend if this continues, a frendship goes both ways and hes always complaining about lonely he is, he has amanda!! If he would just acknowledge the fact that she is at least a good friend and thanks for listening to me or how are things with you...I am getting mad at him, never mind amanda.... And then he shows up when Amanda gets her tattoo, maybe he wanted to be there for her but the whole time he was complaining about his job and etc etc etc...it wasn't anything fun.... I don't know.... guys are very frustrating...
Peace,
Kelli
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